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01:37am 15/04/2004
 
mood: calm
music: can you stand the rain by boys II men
hey all... i know you noticed i seemed diffrent... well... im going back to the other me... the seemingly better me... meh, i dono... i know i changed... and no one worry bout me, especially you timn, i no u worry and you dont have to... im a big girl... i learn from my mistakes and i always survive... and you guys... never ask me whats wrong, kuz u no ill never accept help, and telling u guys is really pointless but will add to ur problems... meh, i guess im goin a lill crazy...
 
     

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dayum it been a while...   
11:02pm 10/03/2004
  this entry is just to say, ya, im still alive, no worries!!  
     

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My Best V-Day EVER!!   
08:03pm 14/02/2004
 
mood: loved
music: I Dont Wana Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
ok, it started off typical, get up early, dress up, go out to eat kuz it my nana's birthday, i was supposed to sleep over but she didnt wana keep me (loving eh) and i didnt feel good nuff to go to ems bday party (sorry em... but my stomach killed) and i droped by to giv em her gift, and i got pack my fav pic and a vday card (TY) and then i got a killer idea... i asked mom 4 a pen, and on it i wrote "To: Alfrado From: Chris 'Happy Valentines Day' " then i waled to his place and rang the doorbell, he came out, and i gav it to him and haid "happy valentines day" and he did a shocking thing he was lik "hey, thenx... hold on, leme get urs" and that was the first time he ever said that to me (that i remember) and i waited outside, then a few moments later, he came out w/ not a lill card lik usual... but w/ a beautiful card and a single longstem red rose!! i was lik "OMG!!" but didnt say it, all i did was go "aww, ty so much!!" and hugged him, and we talked a lill and i told him to come ova, and we kuld watch a movie and eat ice cream, he was lik "aight, ill b by in a few" so i went home, ignoring my tummy, and got in my pj's, got "The New Guy" ready in the DVD playa, and i got my sherbert ready and a spoon and watched cartoons waitin 4 him, a few l8a, he came ova, i went downstairs, told him movie was ready, and asked him if he wanted a spoon, he was lik "ah... sure" so i got him a spoon, handed it to him, and walked upstairs to my room, we sat on my bed, and ate the WHOLE carton of ice cream, laffed @ the movie, and that was it (honest, we not datin so nothin else kuld happen) but i must say, this is by FAR my GREATEST V-Day EVER!!! and this is wat paris said to me:
whitemagic1874 (8:06:41 PM): so did u tell him?
DanchouShinigami (8:06:55 PM): no
DanchouShinigami (8:07:02 PM): it woulda ruined the moment i think
whitemagic1874 (8:08:30 PM): O.o r u nuts?! if u leaned in close and out it out there it would have been perfect!!! He total would have been like "love u" type like!!
DanchouShinigami (8:08:51 PM): O.o
DanchouShinigami (8:08:57 PM): Y DIDNT I THINK OF THAT
whitemagic1874 (8:09:06 PM): lol
DanchouShinigami (8:09:09 PM): ::smashes head against wall::

i shulda told him i liked him a lot then, but hey, im an idiot... OOH, leme tell u wat the card said,
"Friends may come and friends may go, but special ones like you
Add still more to the joys of life by the thoughtful things they do-
And that is why, on a day like this, it means so much to send
This 'thank you' for the many ways you show youre a friend! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY"

ISNT IT AWSOME?! ya, im done, HAPPY BDAY EM, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO THE GANG, TO ALL MY FRIENDS, AND I HOPE IT WAS GREAT TO YA!!
 
     

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ITS THE DAY   
02:07pm 07/02/2004
 
mood: cheerful
music: Bad Boys For Life by P Diddy
HES HEADIN HOME, and i hope the snow dont delay him or ill just..... grrr.... I HATE SNOW.... lol... i prob wont c him till tommorow kuz he goin to NY and drivin back here... well, his rents pickin him up by car it lik LET HIM TAKE A SHUTTLE!! ooh well, none the less, he back in the US, soon to b in massachusetts, soon to b in lynn, soon to b next door to me... ill hav my oldest friend home!!
 
     

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BEST NEWS IV GOTTEN IN 2 YEARS   
02:32pm 03/02/2004
 
mood: anxious
music: Its A Beutiful Day
are yall ready?? ok, alfs dad came over my house and talked to y dad and... ALF COMMIN BACK THIS SATURDAY, YA, U HEARD ME T-H-I-S S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y!!!!! ::mad happy grin:: ITS UNBELIEVEABLE, I MAY ACTUALLY HAV A BOYFRIEND 4 VALENTINES DAY, even tho i lik, wouldnt c him all vday lol.... meh, better not get TO ahead of myself but... ILL HAV A BEST FRIEND NEAR ME AGAIN!!! ::faints::
 
     

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